You were right anon, she does have standards, she doesn’t like me, I will never be good enough for her. I understand that now. I really do. I won’t be good enough for anybody to truly love because I’m pathetic and ugly and don’t meet the standards people have. You were right anon.
"Lord help cause I’m cause I’m hell bound
With the weight of the world I’m held down
Feels like I’m in hell now, maybe that’s why I’m havin’ this meltdown”
me: mom i’m not feeling very well can i skip school?
I’ve got 99 problems and my inability to self motivate is causing every single one of them.